September 2, 1999


Putting an End to Things

Well today was my last day at my other job at a restraunt called Oscars I am only taking a "leave of absense" for about two months until my other job at Wild Rivers is over. So that made me very happy, one job is all i need:)
Well Jason is interesting i spent the whole freaking summer with him and now he just acts like he doesn't care about me. I haven't talked to him in like forever but then gina and i decided to talk to him today and try to find out what he was "thinking about". So we called him and told him we were coming over, so we came over and he was basically like "why are you here." Which really hurt a lot I mean i really cared about him and for him to be like "whatever i don't care" really gets to me. So he asked for a second time why we were there and i got very upset but I didn't want to cry there so i just walked out and went in my car and started crying. I don't even know if i'll be hearing from him again. But it didn't seem like he cared that i left so, ummm.... i dunno what to say bout that.
Oh yeah today is my friend Jeremy's b-day!! Happy B-day Germy! He stopped by my work today and i forgot it was his b-day and he had to tell me! How sad! OH well! Grrr... i don't want summer to be over, and i don't want to think after the whole summer is over that it was all pointless...


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